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For the past year and a half, I have been experiencing many
problems in a long term relationship.
It made me unhappy and even physically sick most of that year
and a half since I didn't want to see this relationship end.
I prayed that things would get better on a daily basis and it
grew worse. Wednesday night, I finally said to God, "I can't
handle this any more, I am putting it in your hands, please show
me what to do."
The next morning I clicked on a bookmark by accident and it
popped up with a list of sermons. The first one was titled,
"Let them go." I listened to the sermon and it was as if God
was speaking directly to me.
Most people will think this is crazy, but I felt goose bumps go
up and down my arm. I thought all day about it and then when I
awoke this morning I had no pain in the stomach, no overwhelming
feeling of dread and no fear of loss.
I realized how unhappy this relationship was making me and that
I was trying to save something that was already gone. Of course,
some of those old feelings filtered back into my mind on the
drive to work. Then this morning I opened up my MountainWings
and the last three words were "Let it go."
I think my prayers have been answered.
~A MountainWings Original by Linda Sabal, Saint Clair, PA~ |
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