Dear brother,
Don't even think! Just bow before Jesus and pray, asking Him to shed light on you, revealing the secret of creation for you through the Holy Spirit. If you still don't get it, please refer to Chapter 2 of Mathew, where Joseph was a good example of trust and obey. 13. Now when they had gone, behold, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream and said, "Get up! Take the Child and His mother and flee to Egypt, and remain there until I tell you; for Herod is going to search for the Child to destroy Him." 14. So Joseph got up and took the Child and His mother while it was still night, and left for Egypt. (Mat.2:13-14)
See? When the Lord called upon Joseph through a dream, at a time when there is no Holy Spirit and God's only way to reveal His words to Jesoph is through a dream, what was Joseph's response to the Lord? He trusted the Lord a hundred percent and act immediately, got up, took the Child and Left for Egypt. How many times we prayed to God that we will trust and obey? But as a matter of fact, very few of us did trust Him totally and act as what He told us to. Why? We have our own judgments, widsom, knowledge etc. things that prevent us from trusting and obeying. So, brother, I would urge you not to think that much, just follow the orders. Remember we are still the army of the Lord? Can we, as a soldier of the Lord, not obey His orders? |