Prayerfulness at Work(2)
There is a rhythm to every workweek, regardless of what the jobs may be and where the workplace is: home office, farm, construction site, on the road. In all places there are times of activity and times of repose, pressured moments and spacious moments. One of the major risks we human beings encounter is to miss the times of spaciousness and rest. We are likely to see them as useless, and to fill them up with other activities. Here the ancient rhythm of Sabbath can help release us from such compulsions. Find your Sabbaths and claim them. Sabbath is normally seen as a day of rest, recapitulating the creation story in which God rested on the seventh day. Practice that Sabbath day as much as you can. Sabbath, however, can be found not only in days, but also in certain hours of a day, and in certain precious minutes within the hours. Pray to be aware of such moments and times when they are given, and savor them.
During your personal prayer/meditation times at home, or at other prayer times during the day, try experimenting with letting your eyes be open. If you're used to closing your eyes for prayer and meditation, go gently. At first, just let your eyes be partially open, not focused on anything. See if this seems to interfere with your inner sense of presence and openness. If it does, keep gently experimenting with eyes closed, eyes open. See if you can recover your prayerfulness with your eyes open. Remember times in the past when you've felt very prayerful with eyes open: in nature perhaps, or in worship, looking at a loved one, gazing at the sky, etc.
Keep experimenting with this until it becomes more comfortable. Then let your eyes come naturally open, looking around and at different things in your environ-ment. If you lose your sense of presence, close your eyes again and Keep experimenting with the transition until it feels more natural to have your eyes open. The idea is to let yourself be free to be prayerful regardless of whether your eyes are closed or open. Prayerfulness with eyes open becomes important, of course, if you want to be prayerful as you're working on different tasks. And if this is indeed what you want, don't forget to pray for it!
At the end of your more formal times of prayer and meditation, be very careful to make gentle, soft transitions into the next activities: no abrupt changes, no jerking yourself around. Instead, think of how painters "feather out" their brush strokes so they blend with one another. You can feather out your prayerful awareness in the same way. Let it flow into the next moment, and the next. Give this the time it needs. Move slowly. Stretch. Breathe. Begin the next thing slowly.
At the places where you do your work-e.g. desk,counter, meeting room, factory station, laundry, kitchen, garden-set some kind of reminder to help you recall your desire. This might be a candle, incense, a fountain, music, an icon or other holy image, a post-it note with a favorite quote or word, or any of a host of other possibilities. You might even consider making a tiny temporary tattoo with a pen on the back of your hand so you see it as you work with your hands. But keep it simple. One or two such reminders are usually sufficient at any given time; too many and they will lose their significance. Change your reminders as soon as you become accustomed to them or whenever they lose their freshness. You can also consider setting a watch or clock to periodically signal you to pause and breathe and touch back into your prayerfulness.
(To be continued...)
[此贴子已经被作者于2007-6-15 5:44:14编辑过]
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